11 October 2007

Absence makes the heart grow fonder...

Okay...so in all the time that i havent posted, alot of things have happened...i have given up my apartment and i have a roommate. I moved from Ft. Washington to NE, DC, which doesnt sound that far (it's not) but now i dont have the privacy of my own apartment to cuddle wit my Pookie or even just fuck him when i want to. On top of that...he's been workin these 80 hour weeks...which doesnt leave time for much of a sex life anyway. Which Brings me to my point:

I AM MISSIN MY BOYFRIEND YALL!!

We havent been able to spend a decent weekend away since i dont know when. This summer was very mundane, with all the arguin that we were doin, so we didnt do anything. Now that we are good and gravy, he's been extra busy wit work and stuff. I know some of yall prolly think im trippin... i mean he is only 21, he's a foreman for a construction company that he works damn hard for....and he's about his money. And dont get me wrong...i DEFINITELY appreciate that. but when he's workin so much that we dont ever have a chance to just see each other, i wonder if all that is worth it. Youll hear women say: Oh! money isnt everything...blah blah blah...but for me it aint. If my man made 6 figz but i never saw him bc he was on business trips all the time i would not be happy. I need time, affection, attention...those kinds of things. We talk all the time while im at work...well text each other via sidekick and we send pics to each other...but after awhile that isnt an adequate substitute for some good ole bun time. I try not to complain to him too much...other than tellin him that i miss him all the time (to which he returns the sentiment). Plus i kno that it is likely that things will slow down since winter is fast approachin and he does construction work. Maybe well plan a weekend getaway to AC or somethin...once his hours slow down. I wanna go away for christmas or thanksgivin...but THAT he is NOT havin...he's a family man...gotta be wit the fam...

Anyway...hadda get that off my chest. If we do somethin anytime soon ill be sure to post about it. Now lemme do some work! lol...