WTF?

Okay, i said that to myself that i would refrain from postin while at work...but DAMN! I have to get this off my chest.

Can somebody please tell me why the old, overweight and ugly men that work in my office are sooooooooo interested in my biz? Everytime i come in or sit down or say somethin or say nothin or sneeze or cough or fart, they just gotta make a comment. There are 2 in particular: Booty-do (i know this name is usually reserved for females, however, this name fits him) and Mr. Howard ( no, that is not his last name...he went there once upon a time and still be sweatin it). They always have somethin to say. And its always about my personal life...key word in that statement is personal...as in..."THAT DONT HAVE SHIT TO DO WIT YOUR ASS". Today it was Booty-do that pissed me off (Mr. Howard aint here today). I walk in at like 8.15 (Im usually there by like 8) and this fool gon say, "Mmmmhm. Why you late? You was out gettin your freak on last night huh?" What the fuck about what time i come in is your bizniz? Can you tell me that? Huh? Cuz last time i checked, I didnt work for you? and secondly when and who i get my freak on wit should be of no damn interest of yours bein that your stupid ass daughter (she really is yall...she thought her engine was actin up cuz her car was makin noise...turns out her speakers were busted...LMAO!) graduated from high school the same year I did! Would you like it if some grown ass man was all up in her sex life? Hell to the naw! So stay ya fat monkey ass outta mine. Anyway, I rolled my eyes, told him to mind his fuckin bizniz (yes i said 'fuckin'), swiveled my ergonomic chair around and logged into my computer. But do you think he stopped there? Oh no. He continues on about how when he was in the navy (do i look or act like i give a fuck?), they used to have wild nights out on the town so he knows how 'you 21 year olds' get down. All the while he is lookin at me over his glasses (you know the look) and lickin his lips in what i assume was supposed to be a suggestive manner. I made the 'eww' face and decided it was time for me to go get breakfast before i threw up on an empty stomach.

Mr. Howard is just as bad, commentin on who im supposedly 'shackin up' (those are his exact words) with. Just like i got nasty wit Booty-Do, i have told MH that for his inforDAMNmation, I aint shackin up wit nobody and that i pay my own damn bills, however when he took that responsibilty off of my hands, i would have no problem with him bein concerned about the amount of people residing with me. Until then...stay the fuck out my shit!

Im sorry for the rant...but i feel better and i think ill go get 3 sugar cookies and a vanilla milkshake now....

big big disappoinment

I know that i havent informed you all on the current standing of my on/off relationship...but i really need to express my disappointment for another situation...

I met a guy a couple of weeks ago that is soooooooooooo very sexy and he can sing (im talkin make the panites melt off your cooch)...I gave him my number, not knowin if he would actually call. He did. So we talked a couple of times and i really like him. He makes me smile and laugh. I cant think of the last time that i thought about anyone this much...I talked to my best friend about it and she said that I should continue talkin to him and that people with good conversation are hard to come by. I agreed and decided that i would continue talkin to him. We havent seen each other since i gave him my number (i will divulge why in another post). Anyway...as i was thinkin bout him last night my phone rings...sure nuff its him *i will name him...i just gotta think of one that fits him* I'm all smiles when i hear his voice and we begin to talk. I finally get around to askin him why he doesnt have a girlfriend and he hems and haws and then drops the bomb...

I do have a girlfriend...and a son.

Man...talk about blown! Its not the son that i cant deal with. I love kids...i would rather a man have a kid bc i love them, but im 21 and not ready for that responsibility myself. As long as him and the mother of his child are on the same page, im cool. Cuz there is nothin more ridiculous than a man wit babymama drama. TRUST. I have witnessed kinda sorta first hand wit my best friend and her man. Anyway...so i asked if his girlfriend was the mother of his child...and yes she is. BLOWN AGAIN!! I knew then that there was no way that i would be able to seriously get to know this man. Well, maybe as a friend. but we have so much in common and even though I dont know him that well, i get the feelin that he is sincere in everything that he says and i wanted to really learn more. Whatever...he could sense the disappointment in my voice and explains that he really didnt want to tell me until we had time to chill bc he didnt want me to shut him out. How fair is that to me?! I mean hello! you wanted to wait to tell me that you had a whole lil family til after I got to know you? yeah, ok.
He kept askin me if i was upset and if i never wanted to talk to him again. I said no, bc i really like him...but im just not sure if thats right. Im just really disappointed. I really hoped this would be a good start to the summer wit a new bun....guess not. *sigh* Oh well....

A lil somethin about me

Alright...as i sit here devourin my BK #7 value meal, i am thinkin about what it is that you all wanna know about me. On one hand im like "they dont need to know erything bout me!" but then if i wasnt ready to be open and honest why the hell did i sign up to write a blog...hmm? Plus...yall dont know me...so who in sam hell cares what yall think...no offense. Anyway here goes....

1. I am 21 yrs old(3.10.86)
2. I have had the same boyfriend since i was in 10th grade (thats about 6 yrs for those of yall too tired to do the math). I will name him "Pookie" for you guys. Pookie and I are goin through some things right now...so im sure that i will have lots to write about him...you all are more than welcome to comment.
3. I have a fulltime job as a contractor at the Pentagon...most of my coworkers get on my nerves...im sure i will be writin about them too...dont worry, I will fill you in on their nicknames, as i am sure to have interesting ones for them.
4. I have NO idea what i want to do with my life yet.
5. I am sooooooooooooooo addicted to celeb-gossip. I mean ridiculously addicted. I read http://www.concreteloop.com everyday...sometimes hourly just to check on updates...i should go to rehab or somethin...
6. I have a mean/bitchy side....hopefully you guys won't see that side of me...
7. Oh yeah...and they call me PiNK cuz it describes me...fun, sexy, sassy, cute and its my favorite color...DUH!!

I cannot think of anything else to tell...I'm sure it will all come out eventually.

Hey

Hey...I'm new to this. Just thought blogging would be a good way to let out some of the quirky...odd and extremely random thoughts that pollute my head. I'll tell you more about myself a little later...