Randomness

I know i know. im a bipolar schizophrenic mess. ill be that. but at least im not sad anymore! its water under the bridge and im just gonna get over it :)! Plus i talked to MCM *sigh* he always makes me smile. speakin of him...i know in my last post addressing that situation i said that the magical night would go down on the 21st of this month...but ive come to the conclusion that i can wait longer than that. i really like him...and he likes me. he calls when he says hes going to...we email each other at work all day and his older sister LOVES me. it think itll be more special if i wait. lmao at me soundin like a virgin teen (we know thats far from the case!) but its amazin what good conversation with a sexy black man can do to you.

Meanwhile my ex is kinda sorta in the picture...but not really if that makes sense. i love him with all my heart but hes done some shit here recently that a romantic dinner and good sex just wont patch up. hes just not as mature as i need him to be. more on that later....maybe.

its soooo nice outside! this is the kinda of weather that you can have a picnic at a park in. ooh thats a nice idea! maybe ill do that for MCM...he gets out of the marines in august and hes really excited about it...that would be the perfect time.

why does the intern who sits next to me keep wearin the tacky cheap pumps?! it really is irkin my soul...i should leave a note on her desk about that.

The lady who comes and cleans our bathroom gave me soooo much TMI today. She told me she didnt clean the bathroom yesterday bc it was soo hot that she started not feel well and she didnt make it to the bathroom in time! Shes a special needs person so i didnt give her the stank face.

if gas is higher than 4.50 by 4th of July...one of yall might have to come get me from jail. no, seriously...i will kill someone.

thats it and thats all for now!

pink.